Monday, June 28, 2010
Posted by: Maisarah’s the name
Time: 3:18 PM
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Yo ! breakup alrd. Hate him but i still text him. Currently not friends and rarely see him in school :'(
Hope he's fine, alright. I still do care for him though, every time when ppl ask, i get angry and sad :'(
But i relax ahhh. Now, currently drinking oreo crush, that's what i think, i asked for oreo crush but somehow it tastes like oreo chocolate :(
Haiyoh, auntie, go dig your ears lahhh seyhh.
dengs.
first day of school, didn't learn anything, just maths and CME. Ms O go pick me siahhh, then i just say love can overcome anything, then she ask what kind of love, then i say like between friends and families. Not the other one. I first one siahh, Haiyoh. my class, confirm CMI one.
Now I love Oscar who lives in a garbage bin in Sesame Street !

Go away from my mind, all my Syas/sha. All my ex all starting from S, first was Syawal, then second, Syahrizal then last who is the worst i had, was Sharudin. Alright just short post. :))))
Byebye !

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Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Posted by: Maisarah’s the name
Time: 4:20 PM
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Heyyy, back again, Sorry, 1F-ians ! I can't go to the outing ! Sorry ! going out with either friends or family, sorry once again.

been 5 days alrd me and hym not talking. Haiz. nvm. i guess we're breaking up any time. time passes by so slowly. I regretted accepting him. Maybe he'll find someone better. and maybe I'll find someone worser. I just regret accepting him. Feels like the world's crashing down on me, no one who truly cares about me, i'd rather die than stay in this world, I feel like living my next life right now. Really, i feel like hanging myself, I feel suicidal right now, even though i know that there are friends around, real true friends but i just feel suicidal, no one to guide me to the right path.

Been asking my friends, should i brk up with hym, they said yeah, cause you two don't have connection between each other. Is it true ? 5 days alrd, we're not talking and yet, i'm still talking to your friend, Yusri. Everytime, when ppl start to ask why me and Hym aren't talking, i don't know how to reply, i'll just say i don't even know why. i thought you really loved me, but it turned out to be, you didn't even have time to entertain me, if you're asking for forgiveness, I've forgiven you long time ago, I'm just sad now.

I'm letting you go ; I'm loving myself.

I guess this really applies. If you have anything, don't ever come to me, I'm sick of your nonsense, and I guess you even forget about us. I don't wanna talk to you. I thought your prepaid was low, but it doesn't make sense cause i just heard from Mairahh that you called her some day but then she didn't pick her up cause she was like late. All was bullshit, you didn't even have time to entertain me yet you still could call khumairah. Really, I really thought your prepaid was low that you can't even reply my msgs.

Sometimes, i just wish you never existed in my world at all. I wished i didn't see your face on fb first then bumped with you for a few time cause of aniq. Really, I just wish that.

I still love you though. I think i just gotta let you go now. Good bye, and this is the first time I'm actually gonna say his name to you guys, Sharudin, is his name, from class 1b in WWSS.

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Monday, June 7, 2010
Posted by: Maisarah’s the name
Time: 4:33 PM
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Wohoo ! back, for a short post right here ! :>

heyyyy, i don't know why, but we're not talking, PFFT. Why ? nvm, should i just let him go ? Talking about him just makes me more sad. But at least I have someone else to talk to ! :>>

Yusri, the PELUPA ! he's just so funny, cute lahhh he. But don't get mistaken uhhh, no misunderstandings please. We're just good friends:))

My best friend is him uhhh. always make me happy ! Each time i talk about Insyirah, he'll get mad and start scolding the F word. Haiyohhhh . Get over it lah Yusri. Get one more. Alrd how many months alrd you've been single. haiyoh. Chatted with Yusri, told him that me and Hym are not talking and i don't know why. see, everytime i talk anything about Yusri, there would always be a link to Hym, which will make my heart ache even worse. Top-upped for Yusri, which i intended to, not him ask me to, cause why? his prepaid low, and i pity him, he has to buy himself. He uses singtel prepaid card. so i just went to gek poh, go to the telephone booth which has an easy top-up thing just for 2 dollars, top-upped for him. I was actually supposed to go straight to the entrance of Gek Poh so that i can go home. Then i didn't know why, i walked without noticing, i walk until the escalator there until the bread shop, selling the waffle. When i reached the bread shop, I was like wondering, ehh, why am i here ahhh? why i come here? I didn't want to buy anything. Then i saw the waffle machine and thought why don't i just buy one waffle, fav filling; 2 fillings; choc+butter; $1.80.


Today, before i went home, lepak-ed with atikah and khumairah, was great. We bought crackers and drinks to fill our stomachs ! Was great. Talked about mostly about girls who likes to STEpp so much in our school. Then when we were eating, I saw Ubai and Syarizan and one more guy, who looks like Aniq and Hym, but wasn't. Tskk. Hym wasn't thr. Sad. so long nvr see Hym, :'( , Sobs ! I miss him very much. But then, I'm not willing to make the first move to talk to him. I've done a lot, like msg-ing him first, but he never replied once. I don't know why, i feel like breaking up with him. We don't talk much these days, not even much that we don't even talk at all, SENyap. Very senYAP.


You know what, I'm actually willing to top-up for my bestfriend, not for Hym. Strange, I guess bestfriends are really more worth than boyf. And topping up is actually by using my own money you know. Boyf, you can find anytime, anywhere, but best friends are the hardest to find. It's been, like 9 days we're together. I wanna last long. Please. Pray for us yeahhh? I want to last at least 1 month or so.

bye. i guess this is short yeahh? :>

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Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Posted by: Maisarah’s the name
Time: 6:44 PM
Comments: 0
TWEETZXZX ! Like my new blog? :>
I love it lahhhh, WenLinq ! :>

Thank you, Love Youh ! :> Just realise that, not having a blog is unusual for me, VeryVeryVery Unusual for me. Why? cause, without it, i won't have anything to boast about ! TeHeee ! no lahhhh, jkjk. See my profile?


Here, to boast about my Hym♥:D !
no lahhh, here to talk craps, alotandalotandalotandalotandalotandalotandalot of craps <-- Have fun reading it :>

am i MEAN ? no i'm NOT right? I'm INSANE, that i know.
Here, to talk about 30/05/2010 all the way until today :>

30/05/2010

Accepted Hym, then both of us were like msging here and thr.
Was veryveryvery shy at first; First one to know; Insyirah. She helped Hym.
Then I just accepted him uhhh.

31/05/2010

Msn-ed with him, alot. Awww, I love you too. He said, he missed me very much. 1 month is too long for him to not see my face.
Awww, so sweet lah you. He kept asking me what time i go to school the next day cause i have choir.
Whoahhh, you very cute lehhh. KECOH lahh seyh.
Then, lastly, he asked me, ehhh, can i go to school with you tomorrow?
then i say cann ah, but what time?
he says, anytime.
then i say, 1220 afternoon, i chose the time, your turn to choose the place
Hym; Okayokay, under your blok.
Me; okayokay.

A while later; He msged,
Hym; ehhh, i cannot go to school with you uhh. sorry.
Me; nvm. it's okay. nxt time.
Hym; okay.

1st of June

7 in the morning, he msg-ed me saying this;
Hym; ehhhh, later under your blok around 1220 afternoon; i can go with you to school later.
Me; ohhhh, okayokay(:
Hym; (:
Me; <:
Hym; when are we gonna stop smiling like this?
Me; i love smiling<:

hilarious lahhh he !

a while later; msged me again

Hym; ehhhh, sorry, i cannot go to school with you later; have to go to my aunt's house. sorry.
Me; nvm, it's okay, next time luhhh.
Hym; Wednesday, you got go to school?
Me; yeahhh. but then 8 am must reach school.
Hym; then Thursday?
Me; like today uhhh.
Hym; okayokay, thursday i walk you to school okay?
Me; okayokay<;
Hym; kay.

a while later; msg-ed me again
Hym; you at where now?
Me; home, going down now.
Hym; i'm under your blok now.

after that; i go down and saw him with his bicycle. OMG.
with his bicycle lehhh. WT ?! =-="
HAIZZ.
So ungentlemanly siahh,
Haizzz.
but he's still mine though♥
:)))))))

2/06/2010

Haizzz,
today bad day, wore my sister shoes, that i only knew when i was in choir,
then took the wrong bag to school, my sister's bag. cause same colour whatt, so mixed up uhh. then my father had to make a u-turn back home, then i go up, take my bag. Haizz. then had to do the YOG thing, Choir, Mr Goh didn't turn up today, the song very hard but damn interesting lorhhh (:
Balinese Traditional song.
but the YOG thing quite fun lorhhh, with Wenlinq, Bernice, Faiszah ((((:
We laugh a lot, talk a lot ended up, we painted only the whole ping-pong ball. That was like rolling it on the pallet only. XP

Msg-ed him,
Me; ehhhh, tomorrow you sending me or not?
Hym; see first ar.
Me; okayokay, but confirm by today okay ? :)
Hym; okayokay :)

I think i boasted most about Hym today right?
hehe, sorry XD.
didn't mean to.
ohh okay,
Credits goes to WenLinqq, thanks,
For doing this blog for me :)))))



Maisarah Dhaniyah
Twelve to Thirteen.
Singaporean.
Sagittarius.
Muslim.
Singer.
I wanna be a singer. I’m taken by Oscar from Sesame Street


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